6 Signs of Concealed Depression
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Date: 2023-08-20
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Grubbser''gOOP-
So uh. I know that I have a lot of mental problems and probably a lot of mental illnesses, but one event in particular came to mind. It was a really, really bad day. My friend and I were messing around, and they accidently pushed me a bit too hard, and I fell down a rocky hill. It wasnt too steep, but there was a bunch of dust dirt and scratches all over me. My friend panicked and rushed down, tripping a little. I got up, only to help them up and fuss over the little knick on their elbow from scraping against a bush. they stopped me and said somthing like cant you feel that! . I paused, and looked at my arms, and put my hand to my cheeks. they came back pretty red but I just smiled and shrugged, and then tried to see if they were ok again. I felt it. It hurt. But I didnt really care. I had been accidently taught my entire life that as long as I can breath, I should use my breath to say positive things. As long as I could stand I should carry and lift up my friends and all around me. If I was alive I was to spend that life focusing on others, focusing on the well being of those around me. I dont know how to ask for help, I know how to help. I dont know how to tell people to stop, but I know how to find peoples boundaries, and stay a comfy distance away. I feel the pain, I can see the blood, but its blurry. Its easier to focus on the wounds that dont hurt me than to focus on the ones that are slowly shredding me. I hate feeling like this. I hate living like this. It feels like if I dont have someone to hold for their comfort, if I dont have someone to help, than I shouldnt have at all. I should just stand to the side, dormant until the need for help arises. people have called me Baymax before, and honestly it fits. I cannot leave until you say you are ok, and I only wake up to help when you call. sh! t sucks man.
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So uh. I know that I have a lot of mental problems and probably a lot of mental illnesses, but one event in particular came to mind. It was a really, really bad day. My friend and I were messing around, and they accidently pushed me a bit too hard, and I fell down a rocky hill. It wasnt too steep, but there was a bunch of dust dirt and scratches all over me. My friend panicked and rushed down, tripping a little. I got up, only to help them up and fuss over the little knick on their elbow from scraping against a bush. they stopped me and said somthing like cant you feel that! . I paused, and looked at my arms, and put my hand to my cheeks. they came back pretty red but I just smiled and shrugged, and then tried to see if they were ok again. I felt it. It hurt. But I didnt really care. I had been accidently taught my entire life that as long as I can breath, I should use my breath to say positive things. As long as I could stand I should carry and lift up my friends and all around me. If I was alive I was to spend that life focusing on others, focusing on the well being of those around me. I dont know how to ask for help, I know how to help. I dont know how to tell people to stop, but I know how to find peoples boundaries, and stay a comfy distance away. I feel the pain, I can see the blood, but its blurry. Its easier to focus on the wounds that dont hurt me than to focus on the ones that are slowly shredding me. I hate feeling like this. I hate living like this. It feels like if I dont have someone to hold for their comfort, if I dont have someone to help, than I shouldnt have at all. I should just stand to the side, dormant until the need for help arises. people have called me Baymax before, and honestly it fits. I cannot leave until you say you are ok, and I only wake up to help when you call. sh! t sucks man.
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Im a huge perfectionist and I get stressed when I get a B+ I have never gotten anything bellow a B but I still got mostly As but 3 Bs, my mom got mad at me and told me to do better, I just feel dumb. I also feel small compared to others because my mom tells me that I am a child and must listen to their parents, because I know nothing and parents are superior. My nana (grandma) told me awhile ago that I needed to control my emotions, its still in my head, do I have anger issues? I am negative always but Im tired and just prefer seeing others threw text and games other then in person. I always laugh at jokes at school but truly I dont know why I laugh. I dont feel the need to laugh, Im ignored by friends at school and Im just left out, so I dont really try talking to offers. I dont know whos my friend other then one person, Im made to be perfect, and yet I try and try and its not enough.
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Im a huge perfectionist and I get stressed when I get a B+ I have never gotten anything bellow a B but I still got mostly As but 3 Bs, my mom got mad at me and told me to do better, I just feel dumb. I also feel small compared to others because my mom tells me that I am a child and must listen to their parents, because I know nothing and parents are superior. My nana (grandma) told me awhile ago that I needed to control my emotions, its still in my head, do I have anger issues? I am negative always but Im tired and just prefer seeing others threw text and games other then in person. I always laugh at jokes at school but truly I dont know why I laugh. I dont feel the need to laugh, Im ignored by friends at school and Im just left out, so I dont really try talking to offers. I dont know whos my friend other then one person, Im made to be perfect, and yet I try and try and its not enough.
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Shmokinstogz
I do everyone of these things: (
I have 2 kids and a gf that says she loves me. When I'm alone I feel so small and have thoughts of how this world would be better without me in it. I am so sorry to anyone that has to go through this day in and day out. I am also sorry to my family for having to deal with my sickness, to have to think that you guys weren't good enough. But you were, you are what kept me going this long and you will always be enough and you made me so happy I wish I would have showed it. I know sorry means nothing in a situation like this, but if I can say 1 last thing. THANK YOU!
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I do everyone of these things: (
I have 2 kids and a gf that says she loves me. When I'm alone I feel so small and have thoughts of how this world would be better without me in it. I am so sorry to anyone that has to go through this day in and day out. I am also sorry to my family for having to deal with my sickness, to have to think that you guys weren't good enough. But you were, you are what kept me going this long and you will always be enough and you made me so happy I wish I would have showed it. I know sorry means nothing in a situation like this, but if I can say 1 last thing. THANK YOU!
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Fierce
The part about having chronic physical illnesses. This absolutely causes my depression. No one seems to be trained to handle it since it's not something that can be changed or managed with medicine. It's situational, but not a situation that can go away or be fixed. I miss having a functioning body with healthy organs and I have forgotten what it's like to not feel sick/physical pain. I miss being able to do simple tasks. I miss NOT being buried in medical/surgical bills.
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The part about having chronic physical illnesses. This absolutely causes my depression. No one seems to be trained to handle it since it's not something that can be changed or managed with medicine. It's situational, but not a situation that can go away or be fixed. I miss having a functioning body with healthy organs and I have forgotten what it's like to not feel sick/physical pain. I miss being able to do simple tasks. I miss NOT being buried in medical/surgical bills.
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Buggy
Im really just tired. Tired of it all. Im smiling around friends and joking and prettty fun in class, but at home Im a wreck. I isolate myself, and am hostile to my family. I thought I couldnt be depressed and I dont want to be seen as a pick me for asking to talk to a counselor or a therapist. Or people are gonna say why do you need to talk to someone? You have nothing to worry about so I just stay home and dont bother anyone. I just want to end it all
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Im really just tired. Tired of it all. Im smiling around friends and joking and prettty fun in class, but at home Im a wreck. I isolate myself, and am hostile to my family. I thought I couldnt be depressed and I dont want to be seen as a pick me for asking to talk to a counselor or a therapist. Or people are gonna say why do you need to talk to someone? You have nothing to worry about so I just stay home and dont bother anyone. I just want to end it all
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Chitose
I do all of these things tbh. :/
My brother passed away a couple of months ago and I've been worried I may be going under a depressed state but because he was depressed too and wouldn't want me to be I try to bury it but everytime I'm alone I feel really sick - and then I saw this video which has helped me a lot. Thanks and keep up the good work! :)
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I do all of these things tbh. :/
My brother passed away a couple of months ago and I've been worried I may be going under a depressed state but because he was depressed too and wouldn't want me to be I try to bury it but everytime I'm alone I feel really sick - and then I saw this video which has helped me a lot. Thanks and keep up the good work! :)
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Kaitlyn
I think I might have concealed depression.
Ive felt really down lately and I try to hide it from my friends and family.
I also have high functioning anxiety and I dont know if my anxiety and mental health are getting worse or if Im depressed.
I just dont know whats going on with me right now and I need help!
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I think I might have concealed depression.
Ive felt really down lately and I try to hide it from my friends and family.
I also have high functioning anxiety and I dont know if my anxiety and mental health are getting worse or if Im depressed.
I just dont know whats going on with me right now and I need help!
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Jay
1. You may appear to be the happiest person in the room.
2. Perfectionism, self-criticism
3. Seek ways to numb or escape feelings
4. Health problems
5. express pain with art and music
6. Overwhelming yourself with work, not taking time for self-care. Tiredness and crying from overwhelm might be common.
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1. You may appear to be the happiest person in the room.
2. Perfectionism, self-criticism
3. Seek ways to numb or escape feelings
4. Health problems
5. express pain with art and music
6. Overwhelming yourself with work, not taking time for self-care. Tiredness and crying from overwhelm might be common.
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mossil
I went to a psychologist some time ago and even when I trust them I cannot tell about what I feel through out depression because I get anxious and really nervous thinking they will judge me so now we have to go to a actual doctor to check my symptoms because even if I'm sure they aren't and that's important too
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I went to a psychologist some time ago and even when I trust them I cannot tell about what I feel through out depression because I get anxious and really nervous thinking they will judge me so now we have to go to a actual doctor to check my symptoms because even if I'm sure they aren't and that's important too
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TheBlueAssassin
if anyone in this comment section has watched bleach, they'll know what i'm taking about.
i feel like my mask is like ichigos hollow mask. i can only wear it for a certain amount of time before it crumbles, and sometimes it crumbles without me having any control over it
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if anyone in this comment section has watched bleach, they'll know what i'm taking about.
i feel like my mask is like ichigos hollow mask. i can only wear it for a certain amount of time before it crumbles, and sometimes it crumbles without me having any control over it
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erik
reveal the good conceal the bad ppl would rather hear funny jokes all day long than listen to ppl throwing temper tantrums or ppl crying their eyes out the only reason to do that is if you have more fun alone and can't wait to be alone without anyone bothering you.
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reveal the good conceal the bad ppl would rather hear funny jokes all day long than listen to ppl throwing temper tantrums or ppl crying their eyes out the only reason to do that is if you have more fun alone and can't wait to be alone without anyone bothering you.
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Sasukeswife
I think I may have this Im gonna get a therapist soon hopefully, I also think I may suffer from a little bit of anxiety due to a lot of external factors but I dont wanna take meds for it. Hopefully I can overcome this naturally and with a professional.
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I think I may have this Im gonna get a therapist soon hopefully, I also think I may suffer from a little bit of anxiety due to a lot of external factors but I dont wanna take meds for it. Hopefully I can overcome this naturally and with a professional.
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Anusha
FINALLY! I am always confused about how I act and feel, so I always go to this Chanel and find videos in which I might relate to, usually i only relate to 3 or 4 points but, today I found out I have concealed depression! yay!
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FINALLY! I am always confused about how I act and feel, so I always go to this Chanel and find videos in which I might relate to, usually i only relate to 3 or 4 points but, today I found out I have concealed depression! yay!
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fries
once stayed home from school for a week to take time for myself. when my bus driver asked me where I was, I told him the truth (I trusted him enough, to which he replied, oh, I didnt know. youre always so bubbly and hyper
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once stayed home from school for a week to take time for myself. when my bus driver asked me where I was, I told him the truth (I trusted him enough, to which he replied, oh, I didnt know. youre always so bubbly and hyper
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Random
Shit, I just found this video and now Im confused and concerned. I understand and highly relate to 5 of these things- the one I dont feel is physical or other things involved with bad health.
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Shit, I just found this video and now Im confused and concerned. I understand and highly relate to 5 of these things- the one I dont feel is physical or other things involved with bad health.
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Andile
I find it hard to express myself. I don't know where to even to begin to express the sadness within me. i am not okay and I wish I could take the pain and suffering away. I'm so unhappy
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I find it hard to express myself. I don't know where to even to begin to express the sadness within me. i am not okay and I wish I could take the pain and suffering away. I'm so unhappy
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Jeffery
Psychedelic's definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it's just so hard to source here.
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Psychedelic's definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it's just so hard to source here.
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MaheenLeggo
Theres also a kind of deep guilt that I feel whenever Im unable to take care of my mental health like not meditating not doing wht it takes. does anyone else can relate?
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Theres also a kind of deep guilt that I feel whenever Im unable to take care of my mental health like not meditating not doing wht it takes. does anyone else can relate?
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Channing
hey so i think i might have Smiling Depression or Concealed Depression idk but how do i know for sure with out leting my mom dad friends and family know?
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hey so i think i might have Smiling Depression or Concealed Depression idk but how do i know for sure with out leting my mom dad friends and family know?
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Lu
Let's be real, you came here just to watch and in the end you saw yourself in the video, and you knew it all along and that's why you clicked to watch it
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Let's be real, you came here just to watch and in the end you saw yourself in the video, and you knew it all along and that's why you clicked to watch it
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Pietro
can u do ''reasons you would go to a mental hospital''? tysm if u do it i need it to hide and control my depression, anxiety and suicidal.
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can u do ''reasons you would go to a mental hospital''? tysm if u do it i need it to hide and control my depression, anxiety and suicidal.
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shuva21
Ok i'm 5/6 in this, and i'm gonna work tomorrow like 'oh im fine, kill me' like any other day. Do i need help? No, it's just a casual day
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Ok i'm 5/6 in this, and i'm gonna work tomorrow like 'oh im fine, kill me' like any other day. Do i need help? No, it's just a casual day
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Madison
Thx for saying I am not alone I will use your tips as well as I can thx for making these vids wish u have a good day/night good luck
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Thx for saying I am not alone I will use your tips as well as I can thx for making these vids wish u have a good day/night good luck
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David
I do I justed looked at all of my drawings and Playlist and everything else you said and realized that I do have concealed depression
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I do I justed looked at all of my drawings and Playlist and everything else you said and realized that I do have concealed depression
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Lilac
i have a friend with depression and they hide it with being happy all the time and in the complete opposite with my depression
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i have a friend with depression and they hide it with being happy all the time and in the complete opposite with my depression
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