9 Signs You Have a Broken Heart
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Date: 2023-08-20
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Kirara's
I have had this problems since I can remember. It goes like being born with cleft palate and lip and other birth defects of math, word, and listening slow comprehension from shrinking of that area of the brain from chronic fight and flight from emotional abandonment.
High Cortisol levels during pregnancy causes brain damage leads to brain shrinking and fight and flight mode increase. I think cleft palate and lip was caused by this to. Sadly, my surgeries was not finished based on money problems my parents had. Yes, I am from America. Yes, Americans get left behind back forty years ago to. All because both of my parents had to met living expenses. This knocked me out getting the rest of my surgeries. Government don't help people unless your next to nothing.
Look, it took me to attempt suicide before my seven long years fight with social security ended. I got my case won. Part of it was I was under senior age, fibromyalgia does count as disability, and the medical community kept rejecting to signing applications for social security paper work for the case. When some sign, they said I was ok to work. Non of the treatments was working, but I was ok to work. I had other problems beside fibromyalgia. Like Pundendal Neuralgia. No can work and pee forty time a day. No one. Especially manual labor jobs like stocking shelves at Wal Mart.
No job will hire disabled people.
Home, class, and work bullying slowly took a toll on my brain, then after injuries to head and lower back. Energy from the abuse came out in the physical form.
I am scared of our world from my past.
It's all connected to my birth defects. People don't treat me well, because they are too impatient when I am learning new stuff. This stress me out. Then the emotional abuse I get when I get stressed from not able keep up with average people. It's a cycle of abuse. People abuse me, then I hate my cleft palate and lip and brain. I start hate my parents. I started hate the narcissists society whom made them the way they was. It happens all over again. Feelings I am trying give peace, acceptance, and understanding get triggered again.
My inner child is fearful of the world and hates injustice in it. My brain is stubborn to. I was a stubborn child to. That stubborns kept me from dying three times, after I was born premature.
All my pain is connected to my birth defects.
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I have had this problems since I can remember. It goes like being born with cleft palate and lip and other birth defects of math, word, and listening slow comprehension from shrinking of that area of the brain from chronic fight and flight from emotional abandonment.
High Cortisol levels during pregnancy causes brain damage leads to brain shrinking and fight and flight mode increase. I think cleft palate and lip was caused by this to. Sadly, my surgeries was not finished based on money problems my parents had. Yes, I am from America. Yes, Americans get left behind back forty years ago to. All because both of my parents had to met living expenses. This knocked me out getting the rest of my surgeries. Government don't help people unless your next to nothing.
Look, it took me to attempt suicide before my seven long years fight with social security ended. I got my case won. Part of it was I was under senior age, fibromyalgia does count as disability, and the medical community kept rejecting to signing applications for social security paper work for the case. When some sign, they said I was ok to work. Non of the treatments was working, but I was ok to work. I had other problems beside fibromyalgia. Like Pundendal Neuralgia. No can work and pee forty time a day. No one. Especially manual labor jobs like stocking shelves at Wal Mart.
No job will hire disabled people.
Home, class, and work bullying slowly took a toll on my brain, then after injuries to head and lower back. Energy from the abuse came out in the physical form.
I am scared of our world from my past.
It's all connected to my birth defects. People don't treat me well, because they are too impatient when I am learning new stuff. This stress me out. Then the emotional abuse I get when I get stressed from not able keep up with average people. It's a cycle of abuse. People abuse me, then I hate my cleft palate and lip and brain. I start hate my parents. I started hate the narcissists society whom made them the way they was. It happens all over again. Feelings I am trying give peace, acceptance, and understanding get triggered again.
My inner child is fearful of the world and hates injustice in it. My brain is stubborn to. I was a stubborn child to. That stubborns kept me from dying three times, after I was born premature.
All my pain is connected to my birth defects.
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Mitsurugi
Recently I have no choice but to let go of the woman I was falling for. We've been friends for 2 years and everything was going fine until my best friend (Hers too) had a mental breakdown and we both try to support her but as we are away from her we both became distant and it feels as if we're becoming strangers. I try to rebuild myself while my friend/crush is studying hard for medical studies and work but I want to cheer her up whatever I can so I can see her smile and assurance that she can do it. But I have many problems this year and lost my best friend and I needed comfort and assurance that everything will be okay but she didn't give me comfort and our friendship worsen and when I invite to hangout with her I only want us to just chat, admiring her smile and devotion to her studies and being inspired to reach my main goals but at the same day she had a job interview and I wanted to accompany her to her job and back home safely, but while I was strolling and waiting for her to finish her interview she wanted me to go home but I want to ensure that she'll be back home safely (All because I don't want lose another from an unexpected accident) but I saw her leaving to the bus nearly ditching me and my trust of her depleted and I realized that she changed and I don't even know her anymore. I text her if she's okay and she never replied and she lie saying she's out of town so I have to make the call and lose her. After my decision my heart hurts a lot and I cannot trust anyone anymore because I don't want to keep repeating the same cycle. Meet people, last long 3 or less years and be abandoned and repeat. I don't want to experience the same pain. but now I don't know what to do anymore.
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Recently I have no choice but to let go of the woman I was falling for. We've been friends for 2 years and everything was going fine until my best friend (Hers too) had a mental breakdown and we both try to support her but as we are away from her we both became distant and it feels as if we're becoming strangers. I try to rebuild myself while my friend/crush is studying hard for medical studies and work but I want to cheer her up whatever I can so I can see her smile and assurance that she can do it. But I have many problems this year and lost my best friend and I needed comfort and assurance that everything will be okay but she didn't give me comfort and our friendship worsen and when I invite to hangout with her I only want us to just chat, admiring her smile and devotion to her studies and being inspired to reach my main goals but at the same day she had a job interview and I wanted to accompany her to her job and back home safely, but while I was strolling and waiting for her to finish her interview she wanted me to go home but I want to ensure that she'll be back home safely (All because I don't want lose another from an unexpected accident) but I saw her leaving to the bus nearly ditching me and my trust of her depleted and I realized that she changed and I don't even know her anymore. I text her if she's okay and she never replied and she lie saying she's out of town so I have to make the call and lose her. After my decision my heart hurts a lot and I cannot trust anyone anymore because I don't want to keep repeating the same cycle. Meet people, last long 3 or less years and be abandoned and repeat. I don't want to experience the same pain. but now I don't know what to do anymore.
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The
This video is over 2 years old, and it wasn't until now that I've decided to look for it. Obviously, I don't have all the symptoms, but I still have my heart broken, because of a certain someone having their feelings confused. I suggested we could temporarily separate from each other so he could make sure of what he feels.
But because he said it beforehand, my mind is numbing everything in advance so I don't mentally break down again. I mean, we weren't together for that long, only 3 months, but still, that was wasted time, energy and care for something that wasn't even possible to exist. And he had this questioning for sever weeks until today. He feels guilty, but what am I supposed to say about that: That it was all my fault and that I should've been better?
I tried to change in order for him to feel comfortable with me, because his friends and family don't accept the idea of their son being gay. He made me believe that I could finally finish my search. That I found the right being for whom I would live with and for. And now I realize as I write this comment, that The Grief just came. And I can't continue these attempts. I'm always tired of giving up myself, changing myself so others got get comfy. I've exhausted my body, mind and soul for this constant changes in character. I've shutted my feelings away often to just stop the pain. Why? That's my question! What have I done so bad to be like this? What have I done to deserve it?
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This video is over 2 years old, and it wasn't until now that I've decided to look for it. Obviously, I don't have all the symptoms, but I still have my heart broken, because of a certain someone having their feelings confused. I suggested we could temporarily separate from each other so he could make sure of what he feels.
But because he said it beforehand, my mind is numbing everything in advance so I don't mentally break down again. I mean, we weren't together for that long, only 3 months, but still, that was wasted time, energy and care for something that wasn't even possible to exist. And he had this questioning for sever weeks until today. He feels guilty, but what am I supposed to say about that: That it was all my fault and that I should've been better?
I tried to change in order for him to feel comfortable with me, because his friends and family don't accept the idea of their son being gay. He made me believe that I could finally finish my search. That I found the right being for whom I would live with and for. And now I realize as I write this comment, that The Grief just came. And I can't continue these attempts. I'm always tired of giving up myself, changing myself so others got get comfy. I've exhausted my body, mind and soul for this constant changes in character. I've shutted my feelings away often to just stop the pain. Why? That's my question! What have I done so bad to be like this? What have I done to deserve it?
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CiCi
My experience makes it hard to live my everyday life. Eating, sleeping, work, motherhood, the music I listen to, the shows I watch, conversations, other relationships, etc. sometimes I wonder if we are even meant to live like this. I cant just call off of work because I have a broken heart thats causing extreme depression. I have to go and act like its nothing bothering me on my mind every day almost all day. I also been trying my best to get over it and revert my attention elsewhere like exercise and prayer. I dont feel like its helping but Ive been trying to keep faith and trust God but I find myself praying to not feel like this anymore.
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My experience makes it hard to live my everyday life. Eating, sleeping, work, motherhood, the music I listen to, the shows I watch, conversations, other relationships, etc. sometimes I wonder if we are even meant to live like this. I cant just call off of work because I have a broken heart thats causing extreme depression. I have to go and act like its nothing bothering me on my mind every day almost all day. I also been trying my best to get over it and revert my attention elsewhere like exercise and prayer. I dont feel like its helping but Ive been trying to keep faith and trust God but I find myself praying to not feel like this anymore.
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Charles
my older sister recently passed away sadly she was bedridden had a bedsore had been to hospital back and forth anyway I have lost my appetite to a degree I eat for comfort I guess I only drink sodas I feel like I failed as her caregiver especially during her final time I get flashbacks of the process and of her dying I didn't get to tell her goodbye I missed my chance my dear friend / sister may you rest in peace
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my older sister recently passed away sadly she was bedridden had a bedsore had been to hospital back and forth anyway I have lost my appetite to a degree I eat for comfort I guess I only drink sodas I feel like I failed as her caregiver especially during her final time I get flashbacks of the process and of her dying I didn't get to tell her goodbye I missed my chance my dear friend / sister may you rest in peace
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Youtube
Yes, i have broken heart. I feel emotion emptiness. I grieve, i have headache and pain in the chest, i feel like i don't have energy for nothing more than scrolling in the social medias, sleep and eat. Also i've cried. I start blame myself because, i didn't tell her that i like her, when we're in the same class. I've tried to sleep, but i can't. The things who make me laugh, i found annoying now.
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Yes, i have broken heart. I feel emotion emptiness. I grieve, i have headache and pain in the chest, i feel like i don't have energy for nothing more than scrolling in the social medias, sleep and eat. Also i've cried. I start blame myself because, i didn't tell her that i like her, when we're in the same class. I've tried to sleep, but i can't. The things who make me laugh, i found annoying now.
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Ray
im going through intense heart break. my ex partner lied to me about many things. i was dragged on and they continued to basically pretend to have feelings for me still (they lost their feelings for me almost weeks within the relationship. we dated for almost 2 months. i believe i was emotionally abused too by them. my ex partner was also a best friend. (sorry for the rant and also being very late)
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im going through intense heart break. my ex partner lied to me about many things. i was dragged on and they continued to basically pretend to have feelings for me still (they lost their feelings for me almost weeks within the relationship. we dated for almost 2 months. i believe i was emotionally abused too by them. my ex partner was also a best friend. (sorry for the rant and also being very late)
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Mockingbird
Okay so I used to go to a different school where I loved a guy so much but then changed schools after I got rejected cuz he liked a girl that was kinda close later I found my self empty but then I met a guy and he is. he makes me happy about life once again but I'm so scared he would be like the last one and I'd get rejected sooooo should I confess my feelings?
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Okay so I used to go to a different school where I loved a guy so much but then changed schools after I got rejected cuz he liked a girl that was kinda close later I found my self empty but then I met a guy and he is. he makes me happy about life once again but I'm so scared he would be like the last one and I'd get rejected sooooo should I confess my feelings?
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Minh
I'm 28, I've fallen in love so hard with a woman. She has feeling toward me but she's meant to be married to a different man without love because of her family, she's too kind to refuse that marriage and it leaves me heartbroken. I had many deep relationships before but this time it hurts so bad and it is killing me. This is the feeling nobody deserves to have.
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I'm 28, I've fallen in love so hard with a woman. She has feeling toward me but she's meant to be married to a different man without love because of her family, she's too kind to refuse that marriage and it leaves me heartbroken. I had many deep relationships before but this time it hurts so bad and it is killing me. This is the feeling nobody deserves to have.
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Grishma
Once i was in 3 class my crush was in relationship with my friend so i liked him more than my self so i asked him in 5 grade so can be my friend only and he said me hurtful word that completely broke my heart i cannot feel anything i cry all day and night the year past and today that boy likes me now i learn that karma is real!
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Once i was in 3 class my crush was in relationship with my friend so i liked him more than my self so i asked him in 5 grade so can be my friend only and he said me hurtful word that completely broke my heart i cannot feel anything i cry all day and night the year past and today that boy likes me now i learn that karma is real!
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Miles
Im definitely suffering from a broken heart.
Its been going on almost 3 years and nothing has changed and I am experiencing a lot of whats on the list.
Ive tried so much to forget and carry on but no go. Hurts even more when youve known the person for 18 years
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Im definitely suffering from a broken heart.
Its been going on almost 3 years and nothing has changed and I am experiencing a lot of whats on the list.
Ive tried so much to forget and carry on but no go. Hurts even more when youve known the person for 18 years
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Michael
I lost my best friend and she meant everything to me. I fell in love with her without even realizing it but she had a boyfriend and I ruined that relationship and now she doesnt want to talk to me much or even say happy thanksgiving back.
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I lost my best friend and she meant everything to me. I fell in love with her without even realizing it but she had a boyfriend and I ruined that relationship and now she doesnt want to talk to me much or even say happy thanksgiving back.
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Highsez
Anxiety issues, bullying trauma, and now this? My life is complete. Just when i thought i am getting better. pls i have enough to get my hopes up and break out of nowhere like this. Problem with friends are enough. pls no more
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Anxiety issues, bullying trauma, and now this? My life is complete. Just when i thought i am getting better. pls i have enough to get my hopes up and break out of nowhere like this. Problem with friends are enough. pls no more
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ChillingwithRuby
I am nine and today my bf broke up with me and all me friends (as in friends I MEAN EVEN COLSE BFF FRIENDS) backed up on him and I came home crying my heart now is smashed in to smithereens and it is not good feeling
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I am nine and today my bf broke up with me and all me friends (as in friends I MEAN EVEN COLSE BFF FRIENDS) backed up on him and I came home crying my heart now is smashed in to smithereens and it is not good feeling
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Jan
I feel this now when my gf say she wants to cool off because her father that have kidney problems. Why I feel this because we never see each other always. And she's always busy thas why 1hr is the avalable.
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I feel this now when my gf say she wants to cool off because her father that have kidney problems. Why I feel this because we never see each other always. And she's always busy thas why 1hr is the avalable.
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Versa
I don't want to go through another heart break. Thank you bless you. Yes. But I don't have anything to do with addictions or any of that my doctor's, attorney knows that Law enforcement knows that.
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I don't want to go through another heart break. Thank you bless you. Yes. But I don't have anything to do with addictions or any of that my doctor's, attorney knows that Law enforcement knows that.
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ResidentPolarBear
I feel I have no right feeling this way and that's what makes me think of worse things. I wish I had the extra funds to see a therapist. Even if I did I wouldn't know where to go.
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I feel I have no right feeling this way and that's what makes me think of worse things. I wish I had the extra funds to see a therapist. Even if I did I wouldn't know where to go.
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Alyssa
My boyfriend who i thought id be with forever just broke up with me last night its hard to accept and this is the worst ive ever felt. I dont wish this on anyone. Not even my worst enemy
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My boyfriend who i thought id be with forever just broke up with me last night its hard to accept and this is the worst ive ever felt. I dont wish this on anyone. Not even my worst enemy
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Levitate
I have all of these right now, she left me 6 weeks ago because she fell out of love. I have been strong with no contact but lately its been hard not to call her. I just want relief
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I have all of these right now, she left me 6 weeks ago because she fell out of love. I have been strong with no contact but lately its been hard not to call her. I just want relief
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Mark
Ive been talking to this girl for 3 months I was gonna ask her out but before I could I found out she talked about how she came back from her boyfriends house. Im so devastated rn
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Ive been talking to this girl for 3 months I was gonna ask her out but before I could I found out she talked about how she came back from her boyfriends house. Im so devastated rn
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Chanelle
The 2nd one is so true. I dont know how to explain it but it feels like your heart just dropped and like you cant breathe but can at the same time I just cant explain it
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The 2nd one is so true. I dont know how to explain it but it feels like your heart just dropped and like you cant breathe but can at the same time I just cant explain it
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MsMeriones
I have a broken heart according to this video. We didnt even break up, but the distance between us is growing and thats what
is breaking my heart.
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I have a broken heart according to this video. We didnt even break up, but the distance between us is growing and thats what
is breaking my heart.
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AWannabeFujiki
I have a broken heart but I already know that so this video doesnt really help shut out all those people that dont have broken hearts
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I have a broken heart but I already know that so this video doesnt really help shut out all those people that dont have broken hearts
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Oogie
I wish it wasnt this way but Im deeply emotional and cant help myself. Even short term relationships can leave me with some of these symptoms
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I wish it wasnt this way but Im deeply emotional and cant help myself. Even short term relationships can leave me with some of these symptoms
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BJ
My mom's boyfriends granddaughter has a boyfriend and I feel stuck, down, like I'm the only one without a man, what does she have that I don't?
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My mom's boyfriends granddaughter has a boyfriend and I feel stuck, down, like I'm the only one without a man, what does she have that I don't?
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