Where Are You On Your Healing Journey And Your Next Glow Up!
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Date: 2025-12-23
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UNC3345
Pile 2: when I was a teenager my father, who was the one in the family I felt the closest to at the time, passed away. At that time, it seemed kind of like my mother took advantage of the situation, having parties and using his wealth to not work for a year or so, and some of that wealth was meant for me to be able to go to college which I ended up having to pay for myself with student loan debt, my work salary, and scholarships. I also had to pay my own way even though she lived off of the inheritance, and I was a teenager for a significant part of that period (in other words, she was eating out when I was paying for ramen with my low salary. It is a sore spot for me to say the least, not only because of how nonchalant she acted, but also because of how she seemed to me to be taking advantage of her role as the adult to have a more relaxed living situation at my expense. Looking back, perhaps it was a blessing in disguise in that it made me much stronger than I would have been otherwise. Nevertheless, now that she is older it seems like she is expecting me to take care of her, but needless to say that past situation is making me feel very conflicted about it, and not wanting to be around the entitled, selfish energy that she sometimes has.
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Pile 2: when I was a teenager my father, who was the one in the family I felt the closest to at the time, passed away. At that time, it seemed kind of like my mother took advantage of the situation, having parties and using his wealth to not work for a year or so, and some of that wealth was meant for me to be able to go to college which I ended up having to pay for myself with student loan debt, my work salary, and scholarships. I also had to pay my own way even though she lived off of the inheritance, and I was a teenager for a significant part of that period (in other words, she was eating out when I was paying for ramen with my low salary. It is a sore spot for me to say the least, not only because of how nonchalant she acted, but also because of how she seemed to me to be taking advantage of her role as the adult to have a more relaxed living situation at my expense. Looking back, perhaps it was a blessing in disguise in that it made me much stronger than I would have been otherwise. Nevertheless, now that she is older it seems like she is expecting me to take care of her, but needless to say that past situation is making me feel very conflicted about it, and not wanting to be around the entitled, selfish energy that she sometimes has.
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penneyburgess5431
#2. I’ve known since I was very young that they didn’t keep their contract. They didn’t do what they were supposed to do. I kept adjusting trying to prove I was worthy. Of course, it didn’t work. They doubled down, refused to compromise or cooperate. Placing the blame or responsibility on me, even as a very young child, and encouraging everyone to do the same. Making sure I was unable to accomplish what I am here for.
The burden of knowing I must finish with whatever time I have left has been weighing down on me. The frustration of waking up angry and not being present and loving to the people in my life now is very important to me.
I broke off with them years ago but the remnants of anger and sense of injustice remains and continues to interfere with my life.
It never occurred to me to break the contract in every future life.
Thank you Reem.
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#2. I’ve known since I was very young that they didn’t keep their contract. They didn’t do what they were supposed to do. I kept adjusting trying to prove I was worthy. Of course, it didn’t work. They doubled down, refused to compromise or cooperate. Placing the blame or responsibility on me, even as a very young child, and encouraging everyone to do the same. Making sure I was unable to accomplish what I am here for.
The burden of knowing I must finish with whatever time I have left has been weighing down on me. The frustration of waking up angry and not being present and loving to the people in my life now is very important to me.
I broke off with them years ago but the remnants of anger and sense of injustice remains and continues to interfere with my life.
It never occurred to me to break the contract in every future life.
Thank you Reem.
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nooramasti3948
Pile #2 here
Yeah, I figured It's a parent who (intentionally or not) caused a lot of destruction, fear and loss within my family- despite the abundance showering on another parent and us. Been looking forward to cutting ties (in a somewhat revenge-centred or holier than thou staged way) but have held back due to sensing the attachment I still have to the pain that was caused to me (so much empathy for my younger self.
Meeting face to face is a bit daunting now, realising the unintended loss/grief I'm about to cause to that parent (and by association my siblings, but knowing I can do this with love instead of fight/protect mode, love my fracture, forgive myself, love their fracture and internally forgive. How is more important than What/When Internal work is my priority, it's not about my outside, I will remain soul conscious.
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Pile #2 here
Yeah, I figured It's a parent who (intentionally or not) caused a lot of destruction, fear and loss within my family- despite the abundance showering on another parent and us. Been looking forward to cutting ties (in a somewhat revenge-centred or holier than thou staged way) but have held back due to sensing the attachment I still have to the pain that was caused to me (so much empathy for my younger self.
Meeting face to face is a bit daunting now, realising the unintended loss/grief I'm about to cause to that parent (and by association my siblings, but knowing I can do this with love instead of fight/protect mode, love my fracture, forgive myself, love their fracture and internally forgive. How is more important than What/When Internal work is my priority, it's not about my outside, I will remain soul conscious.
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Reabona1
My mother was and is extremely abusive which has resulted in a complete disconnection between us, I was a scared child my entire life even became a scared adult always trying to please her even though I knew she never would be. For years I have tried to communicate to her to stop being abusive but now I have just decided to disconnect from her emotionally, not because of anger but because I have finally learned to love myself. She still has her outburst but now I no longer get hurt I just let it be I realize that she does not desire to evolve, she believes that she has right to hurt people especially if she does something nice for you. its her right to now be abusive. But like I said she has no desire to evolve and a person who lacks self awareness cannot change, yours is to accept and place your boundaries with them.
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My mother was and is extremely abusive which has resulted in a complete disconnection between us, I was a scared child my entire life even became a scared adult always trying to please her even though I knew she never would be. For years I have tried to communicate to her to stop being abusive but now I have just decided to disconnect from her emotionally, not because of anger but because I have finally learned to love myself. She still has her outburst but now I no longer get hurt I just let it be I realize that she does not desire to evolve, she believes that she has right to hurt people especially if she does something nice for you. its her right to now be abusive. But like I said she has no desire to evolve and a person who lacks self awareness cannot change, yours is to accept and place your boundaries with them.
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pickupsyx
Pile 2 I’ve been practicing being able to speak up for myself from a place of love within my romantic relationship for the last year very intentionally. And this past weekend I had the opportunity to do the same for myself professionally and decline an offer after not feeling comfortable with the way the opportunity was presented. I’ve struggled in the past with people pleasing and a fear of abandonment that has helped to create the prison I felt trapped in. But Being able to approach everything from a place of love has helped me remain centered and sharpened my discernment between triggers and actually threats.
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Pile 2 I’ve been practicing being able to speak up for myself from a place of love within my romantic relationship for the last year very intentionally. And this past weekend I had the opportunity to do the same for myself professionally and decline an offer after not feeling comfortable with the way the opportunity was presented. I’ve struggled in the past with people pleasing and a fear of abandonment that has helped to create the prison I felt trapped in. But Being able to approach everything from a place of love has helped me remain centered and sharpened my discernment between triggers and actually threats.
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Dr. Sharma16
PILe #2 Thanks soo much reem. you hv changed my thoughts about someone with ur miraculous reading of today. I should be cutting cords with someone who has wronged me and given me extreme pain n grief 50C. that’s the last thing I should do in order to not return to this earth. if I do take my rights calmly n powerfully not angrily then I would not reincarnate but if I will hold anger, revenge within myself then I will definitely return on earth. super happy. but I will return if I hold grudge against this person. I should just concentrate on cutting the final cord with this person. And release him calmly.
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PILe #2 Thanks soo much reem. you hv changed my thoughts about someone with ur miraculous reading of today. I should be cutting cords with someone who has wronged me and given me extreme pain n grief 50C. that’s the last thing I should do in order to not return to this earth. if I do take my rights calmly n powerfully not angrily then I would not reincarnate but if I will hold anger, revenge within myself then I will definitely return on earth. super happy. but I will return if I hold grudge against this person. I should just concentrate on cutting the final cord with this person. And release him calmly.
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tinanadzan1320
Pile 2: I think the let them cry thing was about teaching them to self-regulate and individuate. What is more likely beneficial is to find a balance and to view every situation objectively.
My mother abandoned the family when I was four years old and my father was a tyrant. Of course, I understand that he was abandoned too, but he likely caused a lot more trauma than my mother just leaving. I have cut him out of my life a few times because that has been his lifelong temperament. Not as retribution, but as solace for my heart and soul.
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Pile 2: I think the let them cry thing was about teaching them to self-regulate and individuate. What is more likely beneficial is to find a balance and to view every situation objectively.
My mother abandoned the family when I was four years old and my father was a tyrant. Of course, I understand that he was abandoned too, but he likely caused a lot more trauma than my mother just leaving. I have cut him out of my life a few times because that has been his lifelong temperament. Not as retribution, but as solace for my heart and soul.
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Laura-uq3xk
Blame myself for surviving Begging for love etc.
Its not due to me being in an survival mode. It has everything to do with me coming from a family of narcissists, who use holidays to hurt you. Their awful character has nothing to do with me. It has everything to do with them. They have been doung the same brutal holiday bullying for years. Nothing is a response to me. They treat others ( sisters) in the same awful way.
Not everything other people do is always a response to our behaviour.
Especially with narcissists as family.
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Blame myself for surviving Begging for love etc.
Its not due to me being in an survival mode. It has everything to do with me coming from a family of narcissists, who use holidays to hurt you. Their awful character has nothing to do with me. It has everything to do with them. They have been doung the same brutal holiday bullying for years. Nothing is a response to me. They treat others ( sisters) in the same awful way.
Not everything other people do is always a response to our behaviour.
Especially with narcissists as family.
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dakotabongers7373
Pile 3 - this was a wake up call! I’ve been in an era of improvement and wanting to be better - specifically my health and fitness. Often times I go home and I see my family and I harshly judge them for how they eat, how they live etc etc. I used to live like them and I think that’s why it triggers me so much - it reminds me of a time when I had shame in my existence. I suppose I still do because it triggers me so much. I will try to practice compassion towards them
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Pile 3 - this was a wake up call! I’ve been in an era of improvement and wanting to be better - specifically my health and fitness. Often times I go home and I see my family and I harshly judge them for how they eat, how they live etc etc. I used to live like them and I think that’s why it triggers me so much - it reminds me of a time when I had shame in my existence. I suppose I still do because it triggers me so much. I will try to practice compassion towards them
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fareebug8439
Incredible, always. Pile 1. This is literally what I'm experiencing, definitely. I've struggled with my Narsasist parent and all the trauma induced. I have made huge strides in my healing and truly feel the full release and return to myself recently with some major breakthroughs.
Thank you. I'm coming back to myself and really stepping into SHINING FULLY. Dec 19-21 is so important for me!
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Incredible, always. Pile 1. This is literally what I'm experiencing, definitely. I've struggled with my Narsasist parent and all the trauma induced. I have made huge strides in my healing and truly feel the full release and return to myself recently with some major breakthroughs.
Thank you. I'm coming back to myself and really stepping into SHINING FULLY. Dec 19-21 is so important for me!
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heavysighs
PILE 1: TY! I achieved this reduction in anxiety, of which I did have by one useful method. I disposed of expectations. Expectations of others. I eliminated expectation bias and just simply observed. I realized having expectations of other others was a lose = lose scenario. If they met my expectation, I simply expected that. If they failed to meet my expectations, I was upset and disappointed.
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PILE 1: TY! I achieved this reduction in anxiety, of which I did have by one useful method. I disposed of expectations. Expectations of others. I eliminated expectation bias and just simply observed. I realized having expectations of other others was a lose = lose scenario. If they met my expectation, I simply expected that. If they failed to meet my expectations, I was upset and disappointed.
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maeonmars9357
Thank you so much! I always try to see which pile attracts me, which piles have my astrological signs( I was born on a cusp, so I have 2 to choose from, and which one spirit picks, which is the one I know I should definetly listen to. I ended up watching all 3 readings this time, which is a 1st. All 3 seemed accurate to my specific situation and relevant. Just amazing!
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Thank you so much! I always try to see which pile attracts me, which piles have my astrological signs( I was born on a cusp, so I have 2 to choose from, and which one spirit picks, which is the one I know I should definetly listen to. I ended up watching all 3 readings this time, which is a 1st. All 3 seemed accurate to my specific situation and relevant. Just amazing!
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Heinz57ish
Pile 2; my Mum was highly critical. My Dad was emotionally unavailable. The result was low self esteem which resulted in toxic relationships. At nearly 60 I'm learning to cope with Mum and her harsh words - i let them bounce off me now. I realise she has her own trauma and is on her own journey. Maybe she's made me tougher and was part of my life contract
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Pile 2; my Mum was highly critical. My Dad was emotionally unavailable. The result was low self esteem which resulted in toxic relationships. At nearly 60 I'm learning to cope with Mum and her harsh words - i let them bounce off me now. I realise she has her own trauma and is on her own journey. Maybe she's made me tougher and was part of my life contract
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ElenaStewart-n3u
I was stuck in addiction for almost 10 and thought I wasnever going to be able to change and i finally did coming up in a year sober and clean and now I'm learning about energies in our hands and using breathing techniques and stuff like that tha has given me so much healing and understanding. I'm pile 1 incase you missed my 1st message.
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I was stuck in addiction for almost 10 and thought I wasnever going to be able to change and i finally did coming up in a year sober and clean and now I'm learning about energies in our hands and using breathing techniques and stuff like that tha has given me so much healing and understanding. I'm pile 1 incase you missed my 1st message.
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JulieReid-qq1ce
I absolutely love these readings but has anyone else noticed the long form advertising that doesn't allow you to skip I went to the kitchen made tea, peeled an orange and ate it, came back to the living room and it was not even halfway over. I've never experienced such advertising on yt. Is it time to pay for an ad free membership
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I absolutely love these readings but has anyone else noticed the long form advertising that doesn't allow you to skip I went to the kitchen made tea, peeled an orange and ate it, came back to the living room and it was not even halfway over. I've never experienced such advertising on yt. Is it time to pay for an ad free membership
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x4z. _0. remone
I honestly lost faith in manifestation for a while. It felt like I was doing all the right things and still getting nowhere. Then I came across Manifest the Divine by Elena River and something finally clicked in my body, not just my head. It explained why I was stuck for so long and things have been moving ever since.
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I honestly lost faith in manifestation for a while. It felt like I was doing all the right things and still getting nowhere. Then I came across Manifest the Divine by Elena River and something finally clicked in my body, not just my head. It explained why I was stuck for so long and things have been moving ever since.
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AstouDéme-p3i
I used to roll my eyes at manifestation content because it never worked for me. Everything felt forced and fake. Manifest the Divine by Elena River was the first time it felt real and grounded, like someone finally told the truth about why nothing was landing. Life feels different now and it’s kind of wild.
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I used to roll my eyes at manifestation content because it never worked for me. Everything felt forced and fake. Manifest the Divine by Elena River was the first time it felt real and grounded, like someone finally told the truth about why nothing was landing. Life feels different now and it’s kind of wild.
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ARYA. kamangar
I love how honest this video feels. I was in the same place of not believing anymore and feeling tired of trying. Manifest the Divine by Elena River explained things in a way that finally felt true to my experience, not just theory. Since then my inner world has been shifting first, and the rest is following.
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I love how honest this video feels. I was in the same place of not believing anymore and feeling tired of trying. Manifest the Divine by Elena River explained things in a way that finally felt true to my experience, not just theory. Since then my inner world has been shifting first, and the rest is following.
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OmarFayisa
I used to roll my eyes at manifestation content because it never worked for me. Everything felt forced and fake. Manifest the Divine by Elena River was the first time it felt real and grounded, like someone finally told the truth about why nothing was landing. Life feels different now and it’s kind of wild.
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I used to roll my eyes at manifestation content because it never worked for me. Everything felt forced and fake. Manifest the Divine by Elena River was the first time it felt real and grounded, like someone finally told the truth about why nothing was landing. Life feels different now and it’s kind of wild.
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white_feather
Not gonna lie, I was ready to give up on all of this. I thought maybe manifestation just wasn’t for me. Then someone casually mentioned Manifest the Divine by Elena River and it cracked something open I didn’t even know was closed. Since then things have been unfolding in the quietest but realest way.
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Not gonna lie, I was ready to give up on all of this. I thought maybe manifestation just wasn’t for me. Then someone casually mentioned Manifest the Divine by Elena River and it cracked something open I didn’t even know was closed. Since then things have been unfolding in the quietest but realest way.
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