5 Signs Of Undiagnosed Autism In Adults
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Date: 2024-12-02
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psych2go
I was previously diagnosed with Autism. Somehow, it's really hard to trust the professionals I met in our country.
1. Rather than saying yes, I should ask why not I was meant to be this way. Rejected, isolated, somehow, I feel better now and didn't meet anyone so far. That's where I can really see how it feels like. Normally, still people avoid me, especially when asking questions and even judge me saying that I'm bigheaded when arguing which makes me stop.
2. Honestly, I don't know anyone else with autism especially in a country like ours and my brother is the only person who was given this diagnosis who's still 8 years old. Somehow, according to my mom's interpretations, he's not as emotionless like me and I agree with that when seeing the actions.
3. Sometimes, it actually scares me when others mimic me. As a person who's frequently diagnosed with OCD, I don't feel scared by observing Petunia in episodes like Wishy Washy but somehow, I sense the pain but somehow, as a person who's also said to be suffering from PTSD according to the last psychiatrist I met. there're countless occasions where I doubt myself whether I'm another Flippy(or Fliqpy. Somehow I'm fascinated about that show as it was the 1st thing.
4. Of course, I can't help but saying I hate myself, I'm unlovable, I deserve be dead often. Especially when I get thoughts about romance.
5. I rarely check about Autism but I rather checked about OCD and Schizophrenia in the past and now about PTSD and C-PTSD and there're certain occasions that I happened to search about BPD and BD due to my mood swings. Somehow, there's no clue about C-PTSD, BPD or BD because doctors hesitate to talk about this with me. Somehow, I know the truth as confirmed by many sources. We've to make a wave that discourages how psychiatrists and therapists work in our country. Somehow, we ain't that rich either.
According to the current professional I've ADHD.
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I was previously diagnosed with Autism. Somehow, it's really hard to trust the professionals I met in our country.
1. Rather than saying yes, I should ask why not I was meant to be this way. Rejected, isolated, somehow, I feel better now and didn't meet anyone so far. That's where I can really see how it feels like. Normally, still people avoid me, especially when asking questions and even judge me saying that I'm bigheaded when arguing which makes me stop.
2. Honestly, I don't know anyone else with autism especially in a country like ours and my brother is the only person who was given this diagnosis who's still 8 years old. Somehow, according to my mom's interpretations, he's not as emotionless like me and I agree with that when seeing the actions.
3. Sometimes, it actually scares me when others mimic me. As a person who's frequently diagnosed with OCD, I don't feel scared by observing Petunia in episodes like Wishy Washy but somehow, I sense the pain but somehow, as a person who's also said to be suffering from PTSD according to the last psychiatrist I met. there're countless occasions where I doubt myself whether I'm another Flippy(or Fliqpy. Somehow I'm fascinated about that show as it was the 1st thing.
4. Of course, I can't help but saying I hate myself, I'm unlovable, I deserve be dead often. Especially when I get thoughts about romance.
5. I rarely check about Autism but I rather checked about OCD and Schizophrenia in the past and now about PTSD and C-PTSD and there're certain occasions that I happened to search about BPD and BD due to my mood swings. Somehow, there's no clue about C-PTSD, BPD or BD because doctors hesitate to talk about this with me. Somehow, I know the truth as confirmed by many sources. We've to make a wave that discourages how psychiatrists and therapists work in our country. Somehow, we ain't that rich either.
According to the current professional I've ADHD.
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DeannaNewton-d7x
I clicked on this video because I know that my older sister has autism spectrum disorder, but with her my parents got her diagnosed when we were kids. They never really told us that she had it until I asked my mom if we knew someone that had autism a few years ago and she told me that my older sister has it. My whole life I never really noticed it because she was always the talented one out of us and she knows everything that needed to know about everything. I just thought it was normal for the oldest to know more about things as well as remember things more since she was older, but it turns out that might be because of her autism. I also know that there are two types of autism, speaking and nonverbal autism, my older sister has speaking autism and she always helped me with my stutter when I was in grade school and I try to help her with pronouncing words. We also help our little sister with school work as well, so I thought this was just normal but it doesn't change the fact that I look up to my older sister. It just means that I hadn't noticed it throughout my childhood the way my parents noticed it when she was a baby. I also know that there are people who hadn't be diagnosised at an early age like with me and my stutter since I had to go to speech classes from 1st Grade all the way into my senior year in high school. I know that there are people with a stutter who didn't get that opportunity the same way how autistic people didn't get help early on in life, but that's ok too.
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I clicked on this video because I know that my older sister has autism spectrum disorder, but with her my parents got her diagnosed when we were kids. They never really told us that she had it until I asked my mom if we knew someone that had autism a few years ago and she told me that my older sister has it. My whole life I never really noticed it because she was always the talented one out of us and she knows everything that needed to know about everything. I just thought it was normal for the oldest to know more about things as well as remember things more since she was older, but it turns out that might be because of her autism. I also know that there are two types of autism, speaking and nonverbal autism, my older sister has speaking autism and she always helped me with my stutter when I was in grade school and I try to help her with pronouncing words. We also help our little sister with school work as well, so I thought this was just normal but it doesn't change the fact that I look up to my older sister. It just means that I hadn't noticed it throughout my childhood the way my parents noticed it when she was a baby. I also know that there are people who hadn't be diagnosised at an early age like with me and my stutter since I had to go to speech classes from 1st Grade all the way into my senior year in high school. I know that there are people with a stutter who didn't get that opportunity the same way how autistic people didn't get help early on in life, but that's ok too.
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Eaglelicious
I was diagnosed at 11, 25 now, engaged, 7. 5 months pregnant, college graduate and engaged to a PhD Gradulate from the Middle East. Hispanic / Irish Conservative female
This is my 2nd time finding love & to this day I struggle with keeping good friends but have no problem finding love. I have a couple of close mommy and party friends now but my female friends tend not to last so I always expect the worse but hope for the best!
I lost all of my best friends 2 years ago and most recently my 4th one due to politics LMAO
I had people secretly ask me if I were autistic, I was asked why would anyone wanna date you at 16 (I recently called that guy out and blocked him. I was told that at age 20 I should not be doing stuff with men since my mentality was at age 12 and 12 year olds shouldn't be doing stuff (even though I've met 5 women who swiped their V-card at 12. So yeah I swiped mine at 20 with the same man I'm with today. loud & proud lol. And no he's not autistic lol.
I'm also told I'm too smart, too social, too coordinated, or too pretty to be autistic,
I debunked every myth about autistic women growing up, people cannot tell I'm austistic until they get to know me. I am currently in a paid Internship by the Government for Journalism as I am very interested in learning about both the Entertainment & Animal world.
I also was Top 8 in the nation for Cross country & Track in College.
Ponit is I proved everyone wrong. You should too.
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I was diagnosed at 11, 25 now, engaged, 7. 5 months pregnant, college graduate and engaged to a PhD Gradulate from the Middle East. Hispanic / Irish Conservative female
This is my 2nd time finding love & to this day I struggle with keeping good friends but have no problem finding love. I have a couple of close mommy and party friends now but my female friends tend not to last so I always expect the worse but hope for the best!
I lost all of my best friends 2 years ago and most recently my 4th one due to politics LMAO
I had people secretly ask me if I were autistic, I was asked why would anyone wanna date you at 16 (I recently called that guy out and blocked him. I was told that at age 20 I should not be doing stuff with men since my mentality was at age 12 and 12 year olds shouldn't be doing stuff (even though I've met 5 women who swiped their V-card at 12. So yeah I swiped mine at 20 with the same man I'm with today. loud & proud lol. And no he's not autistic lol.
I'm also told I'm too smart, too social, too coordinated, or too pretty to be autistic,
I debunked every myth about autistic women growing up, people cannot tell I'm austistic until they get to know me. I am currently in a paid Internship by the Government for Journalism as I am very interested in learning about both the Entertainment & Animal world.
I also was Top 8 in the nation for Cross country & Track in College.
Ponit is I proved everyone wrong. You should too.
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Loretic42069
I am like 90% sure I have aspergers, I have researched a lot about autism stuff to the point I'm almost sure I have it, plus most of my friends are diagnosed autists, and even my mom who was set on telling me I don't have anything, thinks that I have it. I even have like a weird physical tick thing where I like fling my hand around and flick my fingers back and forth really fast and they clap against eachother, I also used to one hand clap with both my hands, and I've had that stuff since I was really young and it happens whenever I'm excited or something, that stuff has been happening since before I even knew what it was, when I first learned what autism was I was like why does this seem kinda relatable and then when I learned what aspergers was my brain like clicked and I was like I'm almost certain I have this, I was also late to speaking as a kid and my parents also thought I wasn't gonna have a dominant hand because I was super late to choose, I'm also very sensitive to sound and touch and really hate toddlers and babies, they make me want to stick my hand through a wall, I was also born a month early with an underdeveloped lung. but also I know enough about autism to know I shouldn't just self diagnose, if I am to get diagnosed I want to get a professional diagnosis, so I can be certain it's autism and I'm not just like rtrdd or placeboing myself into thinking I have it.
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I am like 90% sure I have aspergers, I have researched a lot about autism stuff to the point I'm almost sure I have it, plus most of my friends are diagnosed autists, and even my mom who was set on telling me I don't have anything, thinks that I have it. I even have like a weird physical tick thing where I like fling my hand around and flick my fingers back and forth really fast and they clap against eachother, I also used to one hand clap with both my hands, and I've had that stuff since I was really young and it happens whenever I'm excited or something, that stuff has been happening since before I even knew what it was, when I first learned what autism was I was like why does this seem kinda relatable and then when I learned what aspergers was my brain like clicked and I was like I'm almost certain I have this, I was also late to speaking as a kid and my parents also thought I wasn't gonna have a dominant hand because I was super late to choose, I'm also very sensitive to sound and touch and really hate toddlers and babies, they make me want to stick my hand through a wall, I was also born a month early with an underdeveloped lung. but also I know enough about autism to know I shouldn't just self diagnose, if I am to get diagnosed I want to get a professional diagnosis, so I can be certain it's autism and I'm not just like rtrdd or placeboing myself into thinking I have it.
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psych2go
1: Yep, thats a big one. Only difference as an adult is that I know a lot more about why, pain's still there
2: Na, real people are cringe
3: To a degree. I am sort of a perfectionist about that so I was always disapointed when something deviated from my experience and I always hyperfocused on the traits I did share as there only traits.
4: Always, gotta stay normal or everyone will hate me. Though they probably already do. All my thoughts are actions that aren't preaproved by other people are inherently wrong. I wish I could just ask what to do but they hate that too. My greatest labor is making up for the space I take up and the air I breath. Sometimes I wonder why I stick around. Then I remember, I can't die and miss out on all my favorite things. Also my family would miss me.
5: Ya, a ton. I've been searching for answers for as long as I can remember. Nothing has really described all that I am yet so passive research continues on.
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1: Yep, thats a big one. Only difference as an adult is that I know a lot more about why, pain's still there
2: Na, real people are cringe
3: To a degree. I am sort of a perfectionist about that so I was always disapointed when something deviated from my experience and I always hyperfocused on the traits I did share as there only traits.
4: Always, gotta stay normal or everyone will hate me. Though they probably already do. All my thoughts are actions that aren't preaproved by other people are inherently wrong. I wish I could just ask what to do but they hate that too. My greatest labor is making up for the space I take up and the air I breath. Sometimes I wonder why I stick around. Then I remember, I can't die and miss out on all my favorite things. Also my family would miss me.
5: Ya, a ton. I've been searching for answers for as long as I can remember. Nothing has really described all that I am yet so passive research continues on.
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psych2go
Im definitely not autistic i just feel different from other because of arrogance and i like autistic people because they're good people, and it doesn't have to do with the people around me always having some kind of weirdness or mannerisms that cant be stopped or that my family is weird for having some kind of mental issue in exchange for intelligence, i mean what's normal for us is being the golden child so kind innocent and noble expected to be kind and act like royalty not vulgar acts and being honour student is a normal thing like how my mother being 5-1 top class and my father being 10-5 class and me being at top 10 class is normal. and being surrounded with weird people with unavoidable mannerisms is normal so yeah im definitely not autistic
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Im definitely not autistic i just feel different from other because of arrogance and i like autistic people because they're good people, and it doesn't have to do with the people around me always having some kind of weirdness or mannerisms that cant be stopped or that my family is weird for having some kind of mental issue in exchange for intelligence, i mean what's normal for us is being the golden child so kind innocent and noble expected to be kind and act like royalty not vulgar acts and being honour student is a normal thing like how my mother being 5-1 top class and my father being 10-5 class and me being at top 10 class is normal. and being surrounded with weird people with unavoidable mannerisms is normal so yeah im definitely not autistic
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psych2go
Speaking as an autist who was lucky to be diagnosed early on in childhood, I find that society is indeed too strict when it comes to social norms. Those norms were created by the neurotypical population which is in majority. Because they are in majority, they are at risk of getting the idea in their heads that they don't have to account for neurodivergents, which of course is false. Shrining neurodivergent equality in law and 'helping' neurodivergents with social skills is NOT ENOUGH. Neurotypicals MUST in turn greatly relax their social norms if they are to ever meet neurodivergents halfway. Otherwise neurotypicals will continue to cause unnecessary stress for the neurodivergents due to their unwillingness to compromise on social norms.
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Speaking as an autist who was lucky to be diagnosed early on in childhood, I find that society is indeed too strict when it comes to social norms. Those norms were created by the neurotypical population which is in majority. Because they are in majority, they are at risk of getting the idea in their heads that they don't have to account for neurodivergents, which of course is false. Shrining neurodivergent equality in law and 'helping' neurodivergents with social skills is NOT ENOUGH. Neurotypicals MUST in turn greatly relax their social norms if they are to ever meet neurodivergents halfway. Otherwise neurotypicals will continue to cause unnecessary stress for the neurodivergents due to their unwillingness to compromise on social norms.
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ritsukaya8073
as a child I had a lot of problems with not being diagnosed early, blaming myself, receiving a harsh religious upbringing where I never found acceptance, and then being diagnosed with clinical depression at the age of 12 after a failed suicide attempt
one day I watched the film 'happy feet' and felt so connected with the character that I spent hours on the internet researching about the film, eventually finding an article that mentioned that Mumble was a representation of an autistic person in society
with this in mind, when I turned 20 and was already partially independent, I looked for answers on my own and ended up being diagnosed, I have never been so relieved and today I live a happier and more fulfilling life
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as a child I had a lot of problems with not being diagnosed early, blaming myself, receiving a harsh religious upbringing where I never found acceptance, and then being diagnosed with clinical depression at the age of 12 after a failed suicide attempt
one day I watched the film 'happy feet' and felt so connected with the character that I spent hours on the internet researching about the film, eventually finding an article that mentioned that Mumble was a representation of an autistic person in society
with this in mind, when I turned 20 and was already partially independent, I looked for answers on my own and ended up being diagnosed, I have never been so relieved and today I live a happier and more fulfilling life
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zmac012
I had suspected for a very long time that I was autistic, but I didn't get an official diagnosis until this year-- I'm 28. It's made a lot of things about myself and events that have happened in my life make sense. I feel like if I had known earlier, I could have had better strategies for dealing with other people and controlling my emotions more effectively, and it would have saved me a lot of trouble lol. I could have brought that to therapy with me and gotten more specialized treatment earlier. If you suspect that you're on the spectrum, find a good psychiatrist and get tested as soon as you can afford it (even with insurance, it was pretty expensive)
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I had suspected for a very long time that I was autistic, but I didn't get an official diagnosis until this year-- I'm 28. It's made a lot of things about myself and events that have happened in my life make sense. I feel like if I had known earlier, I could have had better strategies for dealing with other people and controlling my emotions more effectively, and it would have saved me a lot of trouble lol. I could have brought that to therapy with me and gotten more specialized treatment earlier. If you suspect that you're on the spectrum, find a good psychiatrist and get tested as soon as you can afford it (even with insurance, it was pretty expensive)
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NerdVsArtist95
I was (just about a month ago) officially diagnosed with ADHD and very mild autism. Before finally getting evaluated, I had been thinking that may have been the answer for me for a long time - I've gotten the confirmation from a professional, but with deniers in my family constantly pointing to evidence that I've been unconsciously masking my entire life to fit in it's sometimes helpful to watch videos like this to stop from gaslighting myself and not trusting the professionals. Receiving a diagnosis like this at 29 has been earth-shattering and clarifying all at the same time, but there are still seeds of doubt that I'm working to dispel.
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I was (just about a month ago) officially diagnosed with ADHD and very mild autism. Before finally getting evaluated, I had been thinking that may have been the answer for me for a long time - I've gotten the confirmation from a professional, but with deniers in my family constantly pointing to evidence that I've been unconsciously masking my entire life to fit in it's sometimes helpful to watch videos like this to stop from gaslighting myself and not trusting the professionals. Receiving a diagnosis like this at 29 has been earth-shattering and clarifying all at the same time, but there are still seeds of doubt that I'm working to dispel.
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christone1989
There are too many people claiming they have autism when they really do not have it at all. I am not saying this to invalidate their suffering. I am seeing a trend where normal people use the I have autism as a cheap excuse for their own social behaviors. The problem with this, is that if too many people falsely claim they have autism, it ruins the understanding of what autism really is. I encourage everyone to look up videos of REAL parents with REAL autistic children, and they will show you exactly what autism looks like. Don't just label yourself because you feel socially awkward, that's called social anxiety and that is a normal trait.
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There are too many people claiming they have autism when they really do not have it at all. I am not saying this to invalidate their suffering. I am seeing a trend where normal people use the I have autism as a cheap excuse for their own social behaviors. The problem with this, is that if too many people falsely claim they have autism, it ruins the understanding of what autism really is. I encourage everyone to look up videos of REAL parents with REAL autistic children, and they will show you exactly what autism looks like. Don't just label yourself because you feel socially awkward, that's called social anxiety and that is a normal trait.
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TheMsbiatch
I was diagnosed with autism in my 30's (they first tought i had borderline) but i can still remember that as a young kid, i'd have the feeling i was not like other kids.
Also i didn't really have much friends, but i did have a close bff back then, that was mostly the only one i wanted to play with, cause we had similair intrests. But i could very well play alone and i would be in my own little world, my mom and dad always found that cute, cause i would be preaching whole stories with my puppets in their castle
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I was diagnosed with autism in my 30's (they first tought i had borderline) but i can still remember that as a young kid, i'd have the feeling i was not like other kids.
Also i didn't really have much friends, but i did have a close bff back then, that was mostly the only one i wanted to play with, cause we had similair intrests. But i could very well play alone and i would be in my own little world, my mom and dad always found that cute, cause i would be preaching whole stories with my puppets in their castle
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crazedvole
I hate hearing about people on the spectrum because when I hear their stories, I hear about the ones who overcame it. The ones who were born with some skill or talent because they are on the spectrum. I'm not smarted than anyone else, I don't have that one thing that I'm really great at. I just have the lack of concentration, social awkwardness and all the other bad stuff. I feel like the opposite of Blade, all the weakness, none of the strengths. I do have the ability to hear God laughing at me, however.
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I hate hearing about people on the spectrum because when I hear their stories, I hear about the ones who overcame it. The ones who were born with some skill or talent because they are on the spectrum. I'm not smarted than anyone else, I don't have that one thing that I'm really great at. I just have the lack of concentration, social awkwardness and all the other bad stuff. I feel like the opposite of Blade, all the weakness, none of the strengths. I do have the ability to hear God laughing at me, however.
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pandabar7048
Went to a psychiatrist. She told me, I can't be autistic, because I am too social, have too many friends and I am even married. Also I can't be autistic, because I don't have strict routines and schedules. I told her, that I also have ADHD. She just said: if you are autistic and have ADHD, you would be more able to have strong routines and schedules, because you need it more.
I'm so disappointed. In Germany they still use the ICD 10 and think you must have strong stereotypes to be autistic.
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Went to a psychiatrist. She told me, I can't be autistic, because I am too social, have too many friends and I am even married. Also I can't be autistic, because I don't have strict routines and schedules. I told her, that I also have ADHD. She just said: if you are autistic and have ADHD, you would be more able to have strong routines and schedules, because you need it more.
I'm so disappointed. In Germany they still use the ICD 10 and think you must have strong stereotypes to be autistic.
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Dreamr4life1
I didn't get these issues until I was in middle school. I think I fit in better before then because I was also ADHD and my fixated interest was dogs which was a common topic people like to talk about. I also knew growing up I had fixated interests in fictional characters, but they weren't like me. I just loved how cool they look. The cartoon characters I can relate to is Fluttershy and Pinkie Pie in My Little Pony. Pinkie Pie is my ADHD and Fluttershy is my anxiety, depression, and autism
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I didn't get these issues until I was in middle school. I think I fit in better before then because I was also ADHD and my fixated interest was dogs which was a common topic people like to talk about. I also knew growing up I had fixated interests in fictional characters, but they weren't like me. I just loved how cool they look. The cartoon characters I can relate to is Fluttershy and Pinkie Pie in My Little Pony. Pinkie Pie is my ADHD and Fluttershy is my anxiety, depression, and autism
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damnablethief
I have a sister who is autistic. Idk alot of sruff I can't say, but I can say my oarents didn't believe in mental healthcare when we were kids, and it clearly has affected her. She will be dependant on others for the rest of her life. I don't mind taking care of her after my parents go, she is my baby sister and I love her very much. But still, it can be angering at times to of the quality of life we could have had just seeing a prifessional as children. but idk it's alot to explain.
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I have a sister who is autistic. Idk alot of sruff I can't say, but I can say my oarents didn't believe in mental healthcare when we were kids, and it clearly has affected her. She will be dependant on others for the rest of her life. I don't mind taking care of her after my parents go, she is my baby sister and I love her very much. But still, it can be angering at times to of the quality of life we could have had just seeing a prifessional as children. but idk it's alot to explain.
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JustMiluna
I always got treated as the strange one
But my parents were always pretty reluctant to bring me to a therapist, guess it was the stigma
I still remeber them yelling you don't need that, you're normal
So I grew up, and now things are rough, once you're into adulthood people just brush things off, everything relating to mental health make them run away
And now I feel even more disconnected, ouch
Sorry for this little rant, have a nice day yall
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I always got treated as the strange one
But my parents were always pretty reluctant to bring me to a therapist, guess it was the stigma
I still remeber them yelling you don't need that, you're normal
So I grew up, and now things are rough, once you're into adulthood people just brush things off, everything relating to mental health make them run away
And now I feel even more disconnected, ouch
Sorry for this little rant, have a nice day yall
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fusseltyger
Man, I had to stop this video to write that comment. I'm diagnosed with ADHD but always suspected to have my spot on the spectrum. I met my wife with the sentence: I think we've been dropped here from the same mothership, everyone i know as friend, has some sort of mental illness. then the guy said something about these autistic characters and of course, Sheldon popped up immediately. that baffled me so much that I HAD to get that of my chest. dang it
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Man, I had to stop this video to write that comment. I'm diagnosed with ADHD but always suspected to have my spot on the spectrum. I met my wife with the sentence: I think we've been dropped here from the same mothership, everyone i know as friend, has some sort of mental illness. then the guy said something about these autistic characters and of course, Sheldon popped up immediately. that baffled me so much that I HAD to get that of my chest. dang it
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BCSchmerker
Psych2GoTv #ActuallyAutistic Thanks for the confirmations of Kanner's Syndrome (after the late Chaskel Leib Leo Kanner MD) and other Autism Spectrum conditions:
0: 51 1. Always Different But Know Not Wherefore
2: 00 2. Sympathizing wi' the Autistic
2: 44 3. Sympathizing with Characters with Traits Pathognomonic o' the Autism Spectrum
3: 28 4. Masking, viz, Pretense of/for Normality
4: 15 5. Compulsive Research
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Psych2GoTv #ActuallyAutistic Thanks for the confirmations of Kanner's Syndrome (after the late Chaskel Leib Leo Kanner MD) and other Autism Spectrum conditions:
0: 51 1. Always Different But Know Not Wherefore
2: 00 2. Sympathizing wi' the Autistic
2: 44 3. Sympathizing with Characters with Traits Pathognomonic o' the Autism Spectrum
3: 28 4. Masking, viz, Pretense of/for Normality
4: 15 5. Compulsive Research
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psych2go
Someone posted about being suicidal and then took it down. I didn’t catch the name but hey person, you are needed here. I'm so sorry you are feeling that way but it can pass and I really hope you get help! There are hotlines and places you can talk on the internet. Please call a friend right now! You are not a burden and you are loved. I hope you feel better really soon! Please stay. Your light is needed here.
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Someone posted about being suicidal and then took it down. I didn’t catch the name but hey person, you are needed here. I'm so sorry you are feeling that way but it can pass and I really hope you get help! There are hotlines and places you can talk on the internet. Please call a friend right now! You are not a burden and you are loved. I hope you feel better really soon! Please stay. Your light is needed here.
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